Hey! Here's the video of my cars Rebirth. so you can see me, ya know... being a real person.

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Anyway. Yes. That is me, and my car, Hank. Since then, we have found out there was no knock in the engine, and the timing was off (not the belt, just in the distributor cap) and I also have a bad O2 sensor, which is another $80 which I just can't pay out so that's just gonna have to sit for a while and wait.

Hello lovelies, I'm back, and at least for a whole year, haha. I started doing a different version of a 365 project, this one is called A Year Without Clothes. I'm jumping on the bandwagon after seeing one of my favorite models, Scar, start this project about two months ago. Check out her version of the project! www.ayearwithoutclothes.com

Anyway, thanks for watching

A family member who I felt was very near and dear to me told me that I had no class. I had no respect. And "What would my father think of me posting those photos and saying what you say?" And you know what, I know my father would be proud of me. I'm a strong, independent, confident young woman, and I am comfortable with who I am, with my sexuality, with my being. No one should make anyone else feel less than human. Everyone should be proud, and confident, and strong, and stick to their guns. Don't let anyone ever make you feel like you're beneath them.

"When you have to start compromising yourself or your morals for the people around you, it's probably time to change who is around you."

Oh geeze-lou-wheeze... I can't even put in to words to express how grateful and EXCITED I am that I recieved a DD. And to have it on such a personal photo... it makes it mean so much more. So a huge thank you to all my avid watchers, especially to =andanar who suggested it. Go check out his work (he's a wonderful photographer, and he knows some s00per hawt ladies) and tell him thank you!

I'm slowly getting through all the comments, and the favorites will be even slower, but I want to thank every one.

Also, on another note I just got xbox Live back (after like, 9 months of not having it) and I'm playing lots of Black Ops lates. (I suck cause it's been a while but I'm getting better!) So send me a note if you want my gamertag and to play with me.

Lots of love, you guys. Thank you again!!!


PS YES MY TATTOO IS REAL!
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I got to meet Michael Helms you guys! `Pelicanh If you didn't know, he was my first inspiration to start doing art nudes and he's definitely one of my favorite artists. He's not only an amazing artist, but simply an amazing person with a wonderfully rich life. I also got to meet his lovely lady, who was just so fucking cute! But, if you were wondering... YES! I did indeed get naked and yes he did take some photos of me, and they are AMAZING.

So, who wants to see 'em?

Thanks guys for all the faves, comments, collections, and all the love. I really, really appreciate it, but I had to delete all the stacks because it was just too overwhelming. Normally I go back and reply to each and every one of you for every watch, comment, and favorite but there were just so many! So there's my thanks.

And the I'm sorry is for being absent. I was away on vacation with my boyfriend (yes, I have a boyfriend, hard to believe, eh?) for a week and when I came back I had tons of work to do and just didn't have the time or heart for portraits. But soon (hopefully tonight or tomorrow) I will have a few photos up for you guys. I feel terrible for not keeping up with everyone but it just got to be a little too much. Anyway, love you guys, I'll be back soon.

Hey guys, happy holidays, whatever you celebrate. A new year is coming soon and with it comes new ideas, new dreams, new hope, new love. Self portraits are still coming, especially with the Panty Portraits and the Portraits of a Rockstar series. I do take requests for photo ideas, so if you've got one, note me and let me know.

Sorry for my slow updates, but I love you guys and I always appreciate every watch, favorite, comment, and view. Thanks so much!

-Alyssa

Happy Halloween everyone! Did you all miss me? I know I was on occasionally, but I'm back for good now. I just had an AMAZING photo shoot with ~NinjaDeath and we had tons of fun. I hope you guys are ready for fun, bright photos since normally I only upload dark and serious photos, heh.

On November 11th, I have a nude/semi-nude photo shoot in Bellflower, with Ken Howe, and that should be super fun as well. And on top of that, you'll always have my self portraits. So I hope you guys enjoy all the new photos that will be coming up, and don't forget! You can always request a photo or send me ideas! I love pleasing you all and giving you what you wanna see.

It all started with my great grandmother Mary.
Then it was my father, Mark.
Then it was my grandfather, Bob.
And now, it's my father's father, Grandpa Don.

He passed away today at 3pm.

Hey everyone! As of October 1st, I will not be on the internet. *LE GASP* "BUT WHY ALYSSA? WE NEED YOUR SEXY BODY TO TELL US STORIES OF YOUR LIFE! "

Well, I'm leaving to help all of you! _{...and to help myself...}

At the end of October, I will have lots of juicy, sexy, teasing treats for all of you. So yes, I will be gone for most of this October. I need time away from the internet, so I can spend more time on me, finding a better job, catching up on some reading, and of course working out. So please leave me lots of lovely things to come back to over the break, and if you would like my phone number (I will give it out to select people, no offense if I don't give it to you) then feel free to note me and ask!

Anywho, two more days of me! I'll try and get one more sexy photo up for all of you before my leave.

LOVE YOU ALL LONG TIME.

_{(PS No more kidney stones! Thanks for having me in your wishes, hopes, and prayers.)}

I've been bed ridden with extreme pain the last two days, which is why I haven't thanks anyone for the faves, the watches, and which is why I was slow on commenting everyone back. I apparently have kidney stones, and apparently they're big and Ive had them for a while. I'm on really wicked pain killers that make me really high, so I can't really function other than drinking water to flush this shit out of me, and sleeping. I also haven't eaten in three days, and the last time I tried to eat (last night at 3 in the morning) I ended up puking everything out of me.

So, please just hope and pray that I pass these kidney stones soon, because they put me in so much pain I really can't possibly believe that I'm in THIS much pain. I'm going to go lay back down and sleep some more.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

1. I hate the way you left me. No call, no email, not even a shitty fucking text. And you left me for good. Every day I try and forget you more and more, but you're not a person easily forgotten. And I hate you, and love you, for that. I miss you.

2. You stress me out every time you open your mouth.

3. I am still angry about how we ended. You are so fucking insecure, it makes me shake with anger. Every time you to to me, you're unsure of everything, you walk on eggshells when you don't have to. Grow up and do something. Stop living behind your "physical appearance".

4. You used to be my best friend five years ago, and I still miss what we had. You are the sweetest girl I know, and I really hope you have your head on straight.

5. You taught me so much, and I'm glad you're a part of ka-tet.

6. You're the female I look up to. You're the woman who inspires me. You succeed in everything you do, and you're beautiful inside, and out. I'm glad you're a part of ka-tet.

7. We've never had a good relationship, and I'm not used to you trying to be close to me.

8. You are one of my best friends, and I love that you let me slap you around. You'll always be my little bitch.

9. You were my favorite teacher. When my dad died, you were there to help keep me alive and to keep me going to school, to make sure I graduated. You will always remain a huge part of my life, and when I'm successful, I will attribute all of it to you. Thank you so much.

10. I wish you hadn't died.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

1. I really hate talking about myself.

2. I'm open about anything. You ask, I'll answer.

3. I still think that pooping and farting is hilarious.

4. If you need help, I will try my damndest to help.

5. I'm quite the fag hag. (Meaning, I love love love gay boys.)

6. I listen to metal, it's the best music out there ever.

7. I have size 12 (in mens shoes) feet. They're gigantic, I know.

8. I have two little sisters, and they are the reason that I am still alive today.

9. I love to cut myself, and hurt myself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

1. Smile a lot.

2. Be mature and secure with who you are.

3. Accept me as I am and don't expect me to change for you.

4. Be social, I love being around people and I don't want to be held in all my life.

5. Say my name. When you talk to me, I don't mind hearing "baby" or "honey" once in a while, but if you want my attention, please just say "Alyssa", it means so much more to me than you can imagine.

6. Don't spend money on me. If you want to win my heart, take me to the park to feed the ducks, take me to the roof of your house to see the stars, make a fort in your room so we can read old stories together and look at old photographs.

7. Be at least somewhat knowledgeable about the classic metal groups.

8. Just love and be yourself.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

1. Why my dad died and how I could have prevented it.

2. School.

3. Work.

4. Family.

5. Our rights.

6. Music.

7. My car.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Everything I have done has led me to where I am now. Everything I've done has taught me something knew. There is not one thing that I wish I had never done. Sorry to disappoint.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

1. Emma & Ashlee (They count as one because they're my sisters)

2. Warrel Dane

3. Mark, my father

4. Samina

5. Robert, my little bitch.

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

1. Insecurity.

2. Extremists.

3. Bad taste in music (silly, I know, but TRUST ME it causes issues in relationships)

4. Being soft spoken.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

1. hairy legs

2. height (love a guy who is taller than me, as I'm 5'10)

3. smiles

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

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2.

Day Ten: One confession.

1. It's not a secret, but it's something I only tell people who I really trust, so here you go.
I was violently molested when I was 14.

So, this Saturday, you will all be seeing a really awesome, amazing photo. Trust me, it's gonna be EPIC (in my eyes, it is) so. It involves cake! CAKE! So, look forward to that and make sure you're all on here and waiting by Saturday evening.

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Haha, finally had the money to get a remote! Now, taking self portraits will be so much easier... and hopefully I'll be able to take them more often! You guys have no idea how much all of your comments, favorites, and notes mean to me. It fills me with such appreciation and love, I love expressing myself, and I love making all of you happy.

National Go Topless Day is this weekend, Sunday 22nd, 2010. Since I am in California, it will be located in Venice Beach! I'm going to try my hardest to attend and take photos and do all sorts of lovely and fun things (such as body painting). Is there anyone else who is going? Do YOU support topless men and women alike? Check it out and let me know if you or anyone you know is attending!

www.gotopless.org

Today I woke up and had money in my bank account, which I need for car insurance and to fix up my car. Then, I went and took my driving test, and PASSED, so now I have a license. Then, I get home and Walmart calls me to schedule an interview. Tomorrow at 3:30. I have also dropped 16 pounds, which means I am OVER half way to my goal of losing 30 pounds.

The Gods are smiling upon me, this day.

So guys, I haven't really uplaoded anything new lately, and I haven't forgotten about all of you! I came down with strep throat last week, and was sick for a very long time, unable to take photos, or even get out of bed for a shower. And now, it seems, I am coming down with it AGAIN, but the opposite tonsil is being affected. I am popping antibiotics like no tomorrow, but I have a feeling I'm gonna be sick for another week. I'm sorry to disappoint you! But if you don't hear from me for a while it means I am in bed sweating my ass off and trying to get through this.

Anyway, thanks for all the support and I really hope to be back soon.

Rules:

1. Put your iTunes on shuffle (Or Mp3 Player, or whatever you use)-
2. When you get your song title, add "in my pants" after the song. YOU MUST WRITE IT NO MATTER HOW FUNNY IT SOUNDS
3. Do this 20 times.
4. Tag at least 5 friends who might enjoy doing the game.

1. I See Belief in my pants (Devil Driver)I has a holy vagina!
2. Bottled in my pants (In Flames)
3. The Dumb Song in my pants (Psychostick)
4. The Ballad in my pants (Testament)
5. I Died For You in my pants (Iced Earth) Ew, there's a dead thing in my vagina?!
6. The Ancient Queen in my pants (Emperor) I swear, I'm not a lesbian.
7. Burbot's Revenge in my pants (Kalmah) Someone is getting revenge on my vagina.
8. Like A Boss in my pants (The Lonely Island) SUCK MY OWN DICK.
9. Whoracle in my pants (In Flames)
10. Kristy Are You Doing Okay in my pants (The Offspring) I AM NOT A LESBIAN.
11. Cranking the Sirens in my pants (Soilwork)
12. Empty Inside in my pants (All That Remains) I guess there's actually nothing goin on down there.
13. Rebel Yell in my pants (Dope cover)
14. Years Without Light in my pants (GWAR) This was my favorite one, haha.
15. Break Some Off in my pants (KoRn) I guess his dick broke off in me. Thats un good.
16. Born From Fire in my pants (Amorphis)
17. The Watcher in my pants (Enslaved)
18. Perfect Insanity in my pants (Disturbed) I'm insane. Even in my vagina.
19. Run to the Hills in my pants (Iron Maiden)
20. The Day The Rats Went to War in my pants (Warrel Dane) My second favorite. Haha

Feel free to do this yourself, I shan't tag anyone.

Welcome welcome, one and all to KissiePie! The most adorable lady ever! Naaahhh, just kidding. But seriously, welcome and thank you for watching, commenting, favoriting, and all the great stuff. This is my new account for self portraits and nudes, my main account is ~MissMetalyssa. So feel free to stop by there, or if you're stopping by here from my main account.... then thanks for drivin by!


Love all of you.

I take SOME requests, so don't feel shy about asking.